Dude been playin on my mind like a broken record

i am super into the idea of him

what I guess we had

what I wish we still had

fkn getting to latched onto some fools

need to let that goooo

lylylylylylylylyly:

me and also me

Life .. love life.. lol

(via k-kaira)

aidashakur:

Everything I do this year is for me. For my benefit. For my happiness. I ain’t playing it safe to spare anyone anymore.

(via k-kaira)

Realised that I fall hard.. I am a sucka for love.. well not love love.. just the idea of what I think is love. I even go so far as making it unconditional.. for dudes that can’t even give me the fkn time of day.

wow. As if 2018 didnt hurt a girl who experienced her first act of sexual intercourse .. knowing it was the worst but hoping it had been the best.. playin it out like it was the best actually. following that eventful night.. she met a fkn baby daddy. Hah. It was the awkwardest kiss and even more awkardestdest.. sex. again, playing it out like.. shite I had a good ole jolly time. It was the first car sex I’d had. A few more times in the car and id learnt that it really didn’t matter with the location lol.. cause mate. I had moved on to the toilet.. the shitter.. the fkn dump. A place so fkn confined .. I am not surprised at HOW my head bump came to be. Following that head injury.. didn’t stop me from fkn with the guy. Did it again in the Laundry room cause it wasn’t bad enough with that toilet scene being a hot mess. CAUGHT up in dattt had only led me to get with tamasii who might I add.. AINT IT. Fkn at the park bench was not the bizz nor was his lil wizz. But yoooo birthday sex was great. 2nd time lucky I guess.

allll'a that to lead to saiga boy.. dude that got me good. my soul shook when I told him shit id probs never tell anyone else .. and my soul left my body when he never reciprocated them damn feelings.

his loss. sooo now ima single freak of nature 🤣

ready to be just me for a little til someone else wants to fuck wit me 😜

grundies-blog:

“Suddenly she realized that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, A Nice Quiet Place (via fitzgeraldquotes)

Damn this hit hard

I lay in bed thinking back to that night… June 2nd. Laid up in your arms like we was TOGETHER together. Really had everyone guessing the next day. Denied everything. But boooooy, we knew what went down. Our lips met and so did our tongues. Uncontrollable. Undeniable connection. I felt you. It felt good. I miss it. I miss you. Regardless if you remember it the way I do. I know you’d be down for round two. Lemme know when you ready.. ‘cause you know I am

90scherry:

God is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good

(via k-kaira)